Wellness Wednesday: My Personal Battle with an Eating Disorder

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2016-10-05 10:33:13WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25745 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Kelly | Maverick Baking [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => http://maverickbaking.com [comment_author_IP] => 10.10.10.175 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 05:33:13 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 10:33:13 [comment_content] => I've read a few of your posts on this before and I'll say it again, you are so incredibly brave for identifying and sharing all this! I've suffered from various forms of eating disorder since I was a child, and I'm still in recovery, so it really helps me to see that fellow bloggers have been in a similar situation and pulled through. Much like yourself, my blog is really helping me to start sharing foods that I should love rather than fear, and it's helped me discover others in similar situations. Thanks so much for posting this, it's good for your own recovery, and others'. :) [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; WOW64; Trident/7.0; rv:11.0) like Gecko [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( [25753] => WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25753 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Jackie [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => http://X [comment_author_IP] => 131.247.226.150 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 07:53:31 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 12:53:31 [comment_content] => This is so brave if you to share. I admire your strength and positivity even when things are hard. It is important to throw away negative thoughts, as you mentioned, although it isn't always easy. You are awesome! [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (iPhone; CPU iPhone OS 9_3_2 like Mac OS X) AppleWebKit/601.1.46 (KHTML, like Gecko) Version/9.0 Mobile/13F69 Safari/601.1 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 25745 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) ) ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
1. Kelly | Maverick Baking says:

   October 5, 2016

   I’ve read a few of your posts on this before and I’ll say it again, you are so incredibly brave for identifying and sharing all this! I’ve suffered from various forms of eating disorder since I was a child, and I’m still in recovery, so it really helps me to see that fellow bloggers have been in a similar situation and pulled through. Much like yourself, my blog is really helping me to start sharing foods that I should love rather than fear, and it’s helped me discover others in similar situations. Thanks so much for posting this, it’s good for your own recovery, and others’. 🙂

   Reply
   2016-10-05 12:53:31WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25753 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Jackie [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => http://X [comment_author_IP] => 131.247.226.150 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 07:53:31 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 12:53:31 [comment_content] => This is so brave if you to share. I admire your strength and positivity even when things are hard. It is important to throw away negative thoughts, as you mentioned, although it isn't always easy. You are awesome! [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (iPhone; CPU iPhone OS 9_3_2 like Mac OS X) AppleWebKit/601.1.46 (KHTML, like Gecko) Version/9.0 Mobile/13F69 Safari/601.1 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 25745 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
   • Jackie replied:

     October 5, 2016

     This is so brave if you to share. I admire your strength and positivity even when things are hard. It is important to throw away negative thoughts, as you mentioned, although it isn’t always easy. You are awesome!

     Reply
2016-10-05 11:23:38WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25747 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Monica [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 174.92.142.21 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 06:23:38 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 11:23:38 [comment_content] => I am so impressed with this post! You are one amazing young woman. So glad you received the help you needed, and more importantly, were willing to accept it. [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (iPhone; CPU iPhone OS 9_3_5 like Mac OS X) AppleWebKit/601.1.46 (KHTML, like Gecko) Mobile/13G36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
2. Monica says:

   October 5, 2016

   I am so impressed with this post! You are one amazing young woman. So glad you received the help you needed, and more importantly, were willing to accept it.

   Reply
2016-10-05 11:36:28WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25748 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Marina @ A Dancer's Live-It [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => http://adancersliveit.com [comment_author_IP] => 108.36.117.34 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 06:36:28 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 11:36:28 [comment_content] => Incredible post, Monique. I've been around the blog for awhile and knew you struggled with food and exercise, but I appreciate you fully opening up about this with us. Like you, my disordered eating began with an attempt to "be healthier" and lost a few pounds. As always, I have looked up to you and admired you for your strength and bravery to fight through it. I remember I emailed you in Feb. of 2015 about my OWN struggles with an eating disorder and you were so sweet and thoughtful in your response! I've never forgotten that. <3 Thank you for being such a light in my life!! xo [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 10.0; WOW64) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/53.0.2785.143 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
3. Marina @ A Dancer's Live-It says:

   October 5, 2016

   Incredible post, Monique. I’ve been around the blog for awhile and knew you struggled with food and exercise, but I appreciate you fully opening up about this with us. Like you, my disordered eating began with an attempt to “be healthier” and lost a few pounds. As always, I have looked up to you and admired you for your strength and bravery to fight through it. I remember I emailed you in Feb. of 2015 about my OWN struggles with an eating disorder and you were so sweet and thoughtful in your response! I’ve never forgotten that. <3 Thank you for being such a light in my life!! xo

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2016-10-05 11:41:07WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25751 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Erin @ Her Heartland Soul [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => http://herheartlandsoul.com [comment_author_IP] => 68.13.119.31 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 06:41:07 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 11:41:07 [comment_content] => Thank you for sharing your story girl! I'm so happy you reached a healthy, happy place! [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10.10; rv:47.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/47.0 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
4. Erin @ Her Heartland Soul says:

   October 5, 2016

   Thank you for sharing your story girl! I’m so happy you reached a healthy, happy place!

   Reply
2016-10-05 13:22:07WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25754 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Sarah @ BucketListTummy [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => http://bucketlisttummy.com [comment_author_IP] => 68.71.166.160 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 08:22:07 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 13:22:07 [comment_content] => Thank you so much for sharing your story. I have come to your site for many yummy recipes, but never knew this side of you. I love knowing more about the blogger behind the recipes, so thank you for being brave and open with your readers. I hope this reaches those who may be battling what you went through! [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 10.0; WOW64) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/53.0.2785.143 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
5. Sarah @ BucketListTummy says:

   October 5, 2016

   Thank you so much for sharing your story. I have come to your site for many yummy recipes, but never knew this side of you. I love knowing more about the blogger behind the recipes, so thank you for being brave and open with your readers. I hope this reaches those who may be battling what you went through!

   Reply
2016-10-05 13:24:07WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25755 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Carolyn [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => http://www.behealthywithin.com [comment_author_IP] => 73.74.4.97 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 08:24:07 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 13:24:07 [comment_content] => Monique, Thank you for sharing your story! You message is inspiring, real and important to share with others. Your post compelled me to reach out to you via email as I would love for you and other women to attend an upcoming workshop I am facilitating in Chicago. More details can be found below and at http://www.behealthywithin.com/embody-love-movement.html. As women, we are bombarded with internal and external messaging that impacts the ways we view ourselves. Some of this messaging can begin to create barriers to positive self-image and self-acceptance. Mindful Path is offering a unique evening of support, self-exploration, and inquiry in order to promote togetherness, self-compassion, and healing. This powerful workshop, which is based on the EmbodyLove Movement http://embodylovemovement.org/about/our-inspiration/, will be held on Wednesday, October 19th from 6pm to 8pm in Suite 438 in the Monadnock Building at 53 W. Jackson Blvd, Chicago. Participants of this workshop often experience a more compassionate view of themselves and a deeper awareness of and acceptance of their bodies. [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_11_6) AppleWebKit/601.7.7 (KHTML, like Gecko) Version/9.1.2 Safari/601.7.7 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
6. Carolyn says:

   October 5, 2016

   Monique,
   Thank you for sharing your story! You message is inspiring, real and important to share with others. Your post compelled me to reach out to you via email as I would love for you and other women to attend an upcoming workshop I am facilitating in Chicago. More details can be found below and at http://www.behealthywithin.com/embody-love-movement.html.

   As women, we are bombarded with internal and external messaging that impacts the ways we view ourselves. Some of this messaging can begin to create barriers to positive self-image and self-acceptance. Mindful Path is offering a unique evening of support, self-exploration, and inquiry in order to promote togetherness, self-compassion, and healing.

   This powerful workshop, which is based on the EmbodyLove Movement http://embodylovemovement.org/about/our-inspiration/, will be held on Wednesday, October 19th from 6pm to 8pm in Suite 438 in the Monadnock Building at 53 W. Jackson Blvd, Chicago. Participants of this workshop often experience a more compassionate view of themselves and a deeper awareness of and acceptance of their bodies.

   Reply
2016-10-05 13:38:36WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25759 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Emma [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 45.72.193.193 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 08:38:36 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 13:38:36 [comment_content] => Wow. I've had a very similar experience and I know how incredibly difficult it can be to talk about (I'm 23, and I barely have thus far in my life). Thanks so much for sharing - giving people the opportunity to relate to these experiences is so important. You are very brave! And by the way, I looove your site :) [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_10_4) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/53.0.2785.116 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
7. Emma says:

   October 5, 2016

   Wow. I’ve had a very similar experience and I know how incredibly difficult it can be to talk about (I’m 23, and I barely have thus far in my life). Thanks so much for sharing – giving people the opportunity to relate to these experiences is so important. You are very brave! And by the way, I looove your site 🙂

   Reply
2016-10-05 13:47:01WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25762 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Abby Sparrow [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 152.3.43.216 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 08:47:01 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 13:47:01 [comment_content] => What a beautiful post. I've struggled with disordered eating for 5 years now (although I have technically been "recovered" for 4), and sometimes the thoughts are still too much to handle. I am taking your advice and will start seeing someone soon to help me with body negativity and food guilt! Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your struggles with us. [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 10.0; Win64; x64) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/53.0.2785.143 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
8. Abby Sparrow says:

   October 5, 2016

   What a beautiful post. I’ve struggled with disordered eating for 5 years now (although I have technically been “recovered” for 4), and sometimes the thoughts are still too much to handle. I am taking your advice and will start seeing someone soon to help me with body negativity and food guilt! Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your struggles with us.

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2016-10-05 13:50:02WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25763 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => The Healthy Apple [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => http://Www.thehealthyapple.com [comment_author_IP] => 70.214.68.31 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 08:50:02 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 13:50:02 [comment_content] => You are incredible. Your story is beautiful and I am so happy you are feeling and looking amazing. Sending you a big hug! Xoo [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Linux; Android 6.0.1; SM-G930V Build/MMB29M; wv) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Version/4.0 Chrome/53.0.2785.124 Mobile Safari/537.36 Instagram 9.4.5 Android (23/6.0.1; 640dpi; 1440x2560; samsung/Verizon; SM-G930V; heroqltevzw; qcom; [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
9. The Healthy Apple says:

   October 5, 2016

   You are incredible. Your story is beautiful and I am so happy you are feeling and looking amazing. Sending you a big hug! Xoo

   Reply
2016-10-05 14:24:39WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25767 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Jennifer Brown [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 98.122.145.97 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 09:24:39 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 14:24:39 [comment_content] => I've been waiting for this post for awhile, thank you for sharing this with us and letting us know you a little better. I'm so happy that you reached a happy place with food and that you got the help that you need. I think everyone struggles in one way or another with food, you have to care somewhat to stay on track but that can veer ugly in either direction quickly. I've never had an eating disorder, but have had OCD my whole life which can affect other parts of my life by trying so hard to be a perfectionist. Thanks again for sharing your story and keep the amazing recipes coming. (My top three faves by the way are the brown butter chocolate chip sea salt cookies, quinoa and black bean stuffed red peppers, and blueberry dark chocolate healthy breakfast cookies) You rock! [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; WOW64) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/53.0.2785.143 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
10. Jennifer Brown says:

    October 5, 2016

    I’ve been waiting for this post for awhile, thank you for sharing this with us and letting us know you a little better. I’m so happy that you reached a happy place with food and that you got the help that you need. I think everyone struggles in one way or another with food, you have to care somewhat to stay on track but that can veer ugly in either direction quickly. I’ve never had an eating disorder, but have had OCD my whole life which can affect other parts of my life by trying so hard to be a perfectionist. Thanks again for sharing your story and keep the amazing recipes coming. (My top three faves by the way are the brown butter chocolate chip sea salt cookies, quinoa and black bean stuffed red peppers, and blueberry dark chocolate healthy breakfast cookies) You rock!

    Reply
2016-10-05 14:52:46WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25770 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Julie C [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 69.255.159.216 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 09:52:46 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 14:52:46 [comment_content] => First off, let me say that I am so inspired by your bravery, honesty, and vulnerability for sharing your story. It can be very tough to share something so personal, especially when you don't know how others may react to it. While reading your post, I could relate because I remember feeling very similar to you when I was deeply entrenched in my disordered habits. However, now I'm in recovery (about 2 years now) and working harder each and every day to fully enjoy life while kicking ED's butt! [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_7_5) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/49.0.2623.112 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
11. Julie C says:

    October 5, 2016

    First off, let me say that I am so inspired by your bravery, honesty, and vulnerability for sharing your story. It can be very tough to share something so personal, especially when you don’t know how others may react to it. While reading your post, I could relate because I remember feeling very similar to you when I was deeply entrenched in my disordered habits.
    However, now I’m in recovery (about 2 years now) and working harder each and every day to fully enjoy life while kicking ED’s butt!

    Reply
2016-10-05 15:38:58WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25773 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => shannonschell68 [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => http://gravatar.com/shannonschell68 [comment_author_IP] => 98.190.215.50 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 10:38:58 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 15:38:58 [comment_content] => You are brave. You are strong. You are so authentic. Thank you Monique. God's blessings on your journey and your happy life with Tony. :) [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 10.0; WOW64) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/53.0.2785.143 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
12. shannonschell68 says:

    October 5, 2016

    You are brave. You are strong. You are so authentic. Thank you Monique. God’s blessings on your journey and your happy life with Tony. 🙂

    Reply
2016-10-05 15:45:19WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25774 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Daniela Robu [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 82.78.188.84 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 10:45:19 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 15:45:19 [comment_content] => I can't believe how much I find myself in your story. Thank you for your courage and your unbelievable support! [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Linux; Android 5.0.1; GT-I9506 Build/LRX22C) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/53.0.2785.124 Mobile Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
13. Daniela Robu says:

    October 5, 2016

    I can’t believe how much I find myself in your story. Thank you for your courage and your unbelievable support!

    Reply
2016-10-05 16:09:40WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25775 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Sara Giboney [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => http://www.sweetsuccessbysara.com [comment_author_IP] => 144.216.180.176 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 11:09:40 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 16:09:40 [comment_content] => Thanks for sharing your story! So powerful! [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_8_5) AppleWebKit/600.8.9 (KHTML, like Gecko) Version/6.2.8 Safari/537.85.17 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
14. Sara Giboney says:

    October 5, 2016

    Thanks for sharing your story! So powerful!

    Reply
2016-10-05 16:38:50WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25776 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Beth [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 24.28.81.183 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 11:38:50 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 16:38:50 [comment_content] => This was incredibly brave and brought tears to my eyes because I recognized myself so completely in it. You have a beautiful heart and soul and I'm so happy that you've been able to change your focus to what really matters in life :) It was a similarly long journey for me that I'm still working on. [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_11_1) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/47.0.2526.106 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
15. Beth says:

    October 5, 2016

    This was incredibly brave and brought tears to my eyes because I recognized myself so completely in it. You have a beautiful heart and soul and I’m so happy that you’ve been able to change your focus to what really matters in life 🙂 It was a similarly long journey for me that I’m still working on.

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2016-10-05 16:59:11WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25777 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Anne T. [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 108.90.20.255 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 11:59:11 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 16:59:11 [comment_content] => Our stories sound so similar, Monique. Thank you for your honesty. I am so glad you have found a balance that you enjoy- I am still working towards that each day. I love your blog and have yet to find a recipe that wasn't delicious. I also live in Chicago (yay!) and am thinking about participating in the National Eating Disorder Association (NEDA) walk on October 22nd downtown, if you'd like to join :) Thanks again for your post! [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (iPad; CPU OS 9_3_5 like Mac OS X) AppleWebKit/601.1.46 (KHTML, like Gecko) Version/9.0 Mobile/13G36 Safari/601.1 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
16. Anne T. says:

    October 5, 2016

    Our stories sound so similar, Monique. Thank you for your honesty. I am so glad you have found a balance that you enjoy- I am still working towards that each day. I love your blog and have yet to find a recipe that wasn’t delicious. I also live in Chicago (yay!) and am thinking about participating in the National Eating Disorder Association (NEDA) walk on October 22nd downtown, if you’d like to join 🙂 Thanks again for your post!

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2016-10-05 18:20:28WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25779 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Jennifer [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 128.118.199.130 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 13:20:28 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 18:20:28 [comment_content] => Thanks so much for sharing. I too developed an eating disorder in college and unfortunately I didn't seek treatment for a very long time. I still struggle with the all or nothing thinking but handle it a lot better. It's helpful to hear how someone else has come to terms with their disorder and been able to recover and live a "normal" life where food and exercise don't dictate your every day. You are really an inspiration. [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; WOW64; rv:49.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/49.0 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
17. Jennifer says:

    October 5, 2016

    Thanks so much for sharing. I too developed an eating disorder in college and unfortunately I didn’t seek treatment for a very long time. I still struggle with the all or nothing thinking but handle it a lot better. It’s helpful to hear how someone else has come to terms with their disorder and been able to recover and live a “normal” life where food and exercise don’t dictate your every day. You are really an inspiration.

    Reply
2016-10-05 18:35:14WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25781 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Stacey [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 24.189.165.134 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 13:35:14 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 18:35:14 [comment_content] => Thank you so much for sharing! My daughter is battling an eating disorder, and it gives me so much hope to hear about your recovery. Blessings to you! [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_11_6) AppleWebKit/601.7.8 (KHTML, like Gecko) Version/9.1.3 Safari/601.7.8 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
18. Stacey says:

    October 5, 2016

    Thank you so much for sharing! My daughter is battling an eating disorder, and it gives me so much hope to hear about your recovery. Blessings to you!

    Reply
2016-10-05 21:14:35WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25790 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Lauren J. [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 24.2.125.95 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 16:14:35 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 21:14:35 [comment_content] => Writing about this can help so many, so what a wonderful thing you did! It will be out there today, tomorrow and hopefully years from now for people struggling. As well as many others, I had a very similar experience. Took losing the weight too far. I am much better today but for me it's something that I can't ever fully escape. But it's also a dark place I'd never want to return to. I love your blog and wish you continued success and happiness in the future! [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; WOW64) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/53.0.2785.143 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
19. Lauren J. says:

    October 5, 2016

    Writing about this can help so many, so what a wonderful thing you did! It will be out there today, tomorrow and hopefully years from now for people struggling.
    As well as many others, I had a very similar experience. Took losing the weight too far. I am much better today but for me it’s something that I can’t ever fully escape. But it’s also a dark place I’d never want to return to.
    I love your blog and wish you continued success and happiness in the future!

    Reply
2016-10-05 22:33:10WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25791 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Anna [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 128.252.11.235 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 17:33:10 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 22:33:10 [comment_content] => I'm sure I'm not the only one to say this, but I feel like the timeline of my story in and out of disordered eating is incredibly similar - down to my mom promising to loose 5 lbs if I promised to gain 5. Through a lot of counseling and professional help, along with realizing there are so many girls out there like me (including you) through the blogging world, I have been able to take leaps and bounds in my recovery. Thank you for sharing! This is the only way we can spread awareness of just how many women (and men) are affected by disordered eating. [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; WOW64; rv:49.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/49.0 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
20. Anna says:

    October 5, 2016

    I’m sure I’m not the only one to say this, but I feel like the timeline of my story in and out of disordered eating is incredibly similar – down to my mom promising to loose 5 lbs if I promised to gain 5. Through a lot of counseling and professional help, along with realizing there are so many girls out there like me (including you) through the blogging world, I have been able to take leaps and bounds in my recovery. Thank you for sharing! This is the only way we can spread awareness of just how many women (and men) are affected by disordered eating.

    Reply
2016-10-05 23:07:02WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25794 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Sarah [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 192.80.65.180 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 18:07:02 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-05 23:07:02 [comment_content] => Thanks so much for sharing. It takes a lot, but your words are so powerful! I can certainly relate and it's not something I've really ever talked about, except with my therapist. So it's really nice to have others speak out. I'm a big fan of your blog and recipes! [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_11_6) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/53.0.2785.116 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
21. Sarah says:

    October 5, 2016

    Thanks so much for sharing. It takes a lot, but your words are so powerful! I can certainly relate and it’s not something I’ve really ever talked about, except with my therapist. So it’s really nice to have others speak out. I’m a big fan of your blog and recipes!

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2016-10-06 00:42:38WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25798 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Lee [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => http://fitfoodiefinds.com [comment_author_IP] => 76.17.157.155 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 19:42:38 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-06 00:42:38 [comment_content] => I love you. You are such an inspiration for so many people and I'm grateful to call you my friend!! [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_11_3) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/53.0.2785.116 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
22. Lee says:

    October 5, 2016

    I love you. You are such an inspiration for so many people and I’m grateful to call you my friend!!

    Reply
2016-10-06 00:52:12WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25799 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Ellary [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => http://www.beandbliss.com [comment_author_IP] => 50.157.124.14 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 19:52:12 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-06 00:52:12 [comment_content] => Such a brave and beautiful message! It is so amazing to hear where you started from and to see where your blog has taken you now today--an inspiration for others! Thank you for sharing Monica! [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_6_8) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/49.0.2623.112 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
23. Ellary says:

    October 5, 2016

    Such a brave and beautiful message! It is so amazing to hear where you started from and to see where your blog has taken you now today–an inspiration for others! Thank you for sharing Monica!

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2016-10-06 01:25:19WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25800 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Olivia [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => https://www.instagram.com/foodistagirl/ [comment_author_IP] => 104.55.245.20 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 20:25:19 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-06 01:25:19 [comment_content] => Thank you for sharing... you're inspirational! Keep up the cooking and the thriving ❤️ [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (iPhone; CPU iPhone OS 10_0_2 like Mac OS X) AppleWebKit/602.1.50 (KHTML, like Gecko) Mobile/14A456 [FBAN/FBIOS;FBAV/65.0.0.53.139;FBBV/40125428;FBRV/0;FBDV/iPhone8,1;FBMD/iPhone;FBSN/iOS;FBSV/10.0.2;FBSS/2;FBCR/AT&T;FBID/phone;FBLC/en_US;FBO [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
24. Olivia says:

    October 5, 2016

    Thank you for sharing… you’re inspirational! Keep up the cooking and the thriving ❤️

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2016-10-06 03:20:29WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25809 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => twopeasandtheirpod [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => http://www.twopeasandtheirpod.com [comment_author_IP] => 67.186.249.244 [comment_date] => 2016-10-05 22:20:29 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-06 03:20:29 [comment_content] => Thanks for sharing your story. I can relate and I am so glad you are in a happy place and able to help others. xo [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_10_1) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/52.0.2743.116 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
25. twopeasandtheirpod says:

    October 5, 2016

    Thanks for sharing your story. I can relate and I am so glad you are in a happy place and able to help others. xo

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2016-10-06 06:36:22WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25820 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => David Simonds [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 82.31.120.251 [comment_date] => 2016-10-06 01:36:22 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-06 06:36:22 [comment_content] => Interesting, I think the days of me getting into some Speedo's are probably over at 210 Lbs. When I ran out of money renovating in France, I went very thin over maybe a few month sand my ribs were protruding and I did get into a state of not eating much at all despite collecting free food from a food bank in the next village. The problem also was that hard work on a huge property was taking its toll physically. I think you look great now Monique and I am glad of you doing Ambitious Kitchen, it's a real treat :) Nowadays I see food and eat it so at 210 Lbs ... ;) God Bless ! [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 10.0; WOW64) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/53.0.2785.143 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
26. David Simonds says:

    October 6, 2016

    Interesting, I think the days of me getting into some Speedo’s are probably over at 210 Lbs. When I ran out of money renovating in France, I went very thin over maybe a few month sand my ribs were protruding and I did get into a state of not eating much at all despite collecting free food from a food bank in the next village. The problem also was that hard work on a huge property was taking its toll physically. I think you look great now Monique and I am glad of you doing Ambitious Kitchen, it’s a real treat 🙂 Nowadays I see food and eat it so at 210 Lbs … 😉 God Bless !

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2016-10-06 12:39:30WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25836 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Dana [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 192.136.22.4 [comment_date] => 2016-10-06 07:39:30 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-06 12:39:30 [comment_content] => Thank you so much for sharing and trusting in us (your blog readers). [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_8_5) AppleWebKit/600.7.12 (KHTML, like Gecko) Version/6.2.7 Safari/537.85.16 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
27. Dana says:

    October 6, 2016

    Thank you so much for sharing and trusting in us (your blog readers).

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2016-10-06 14:19:39WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25842 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Kirsti [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => https://montpapier.etsy.com [comment_author_IP] => 109.149.148.227 [comment_date] => 2016-10-06 09:19:39 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-06 14:19:39 [comment_content] => Well done for getting yourself back on track!!! I myself suffered with a very similar eating disorder/situation while in university, and I know where you're coming from. I too have recovered with only occasional thoughts still haunting me, but like you, I've learned to deal with them. Thanks for posting this - when one recovers from an eating disorder, I think one needs all the moral support one can get :-) [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_11_3) AppleWebKit/601.4.4 (KHTML, like Gecko) Version/9.0.3 Safari/601.4.4 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
28. Kirsti says:

    October 6, 2016

    Well done for getting yourself back on track!!! I myself suffered with a very similar eating disorder/situation while in university, and I know where you’re coming from. I too have recovered with only occasional thoughts still haunting me, but like you, I’ve learned to deal with them. Thanks for posting this – when one recovers from an eating disorder, I think one needs all the moral support one can get 🙂

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2016-10-06 17:42:39WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25843 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Jessica [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 67.184.237.154 [comment_date] => 2016-10-06 12:42:39 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-06 17:42:39 [comment_content] => This is a great post and I applaud your vulnerability in sharing. That being said, I wonder if you should edit the post to take out specific references to weight. What you saw as a surprisingly high number on the scale might be someone else's healthy weight. And even though the amount of weight you lost at first was healthy for you, it might not be for someone else. I think the story is just as powerful without the specifics, and less potentially triggering. Thanks for reading this! :) [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (iPad; CPU OS 8_3 like Mac OS X) AppleWebKit/600.1.4 (KHTML, like Gecko) Version/8.0 Mobile/12F69 Safari/600.1.4 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
29. Jessica says:

    October 6, 2016

    This is a great post and I applaud your vulnerability in sharing. That being said, I wonder if you should edit the post to take out specific references to weight. What you saw as a surprisingly high number on the scale might be someone else’s healthy weight. And even though the amount of weight you lost at first was healthy for you, it might not be for someone else. I think the story is just as powerful without the specifics, and less potentially triggering. Thanks for reading this! 🙂

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2016-10-06 18:41:46WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25844 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Laura S [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => http://slimspoon.com [comment_author_IP] => 209.60.125.42 [comment_date] => 2016-10-06 13:41:46 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-06 18:41:46 [comment_content] => Wow, Monique! I know myself like a lot of other women who read your blog are or have suffered through the same thing. I'm so proud of you for sharing that and it has seriously helped me accept my body from what I used to think about it, constantly looking at my stomach and starving myself. [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; WOW64; rv:49.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/49.0 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
30. Laura S says:

    October 6, 2016

    Wow, Monique! I know myself like a lot of other women who read your blog are or have suffered through the same thing. I’m so proud of you for sharing that and it has seriously helped me accept my body from what I used to think about it, constantly looking at my stomach and starving myself.

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2016-10-06 23:32:54WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25848 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Erika [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 167.8.69.4 [comment_date] => 2016-10-06 18:32:54 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-06 23:32:54 [comment_content] => Long-time reader and first time commenter. Just want to commend you for your honesty and give you a virtual high five for all the hard work you've done to arrive at this point. I've struggled with my weight most of my life, yo-yo-ing back and forth between periods of rapid weight loss and gain, though now that I'm a mom and nearing my forties (yikes!) I feel more comfortable in my own skin. Sure, I should definitely exercise more and eat better, but I don't beat myself up as much as I used to. Moreover, I lost a dear friend last year who struggled with bulimia for as long as I can remember. She was such a wonderful person, and tried so incredibly hard to fight through with therapy and even a rehab center. In the end though, it was all just too much for her and her body. The kind of dialogue you have here is more beneficial and healing that you'll ever know. Bravo for keeping it open. [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_11_6) AppleWebKit/602.1.50 (KHTML, like Gecko) Version/10.0 Safari/602.1.50 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
31. Erika says:

    October 6, 2016

    Long-time reader and first time commenter. Just want to commend you for your honesty and give you a virtual high five for all the hard work you’ve done to arrive at this point. I’ve struggled with my weight most of my life, yo-yo-ing back and forth between periods of rapid weight loss and gain, though now that I’m a mom and nearing my forties (yikes!) I feel more comfortable in my own skin. Sure, I should definitely exercise more and eat better, but I don’t beat myself up as much as I used to. Moreover, I lost a dear friend last year who struggled with bulimia for as long as I can remember. She was such a wonderful person, and tried so incredibly hard to fight through with therapy and even a rehab center. In the end though, it was all just too much for her and her body. The kind of dialogue you have here is more beneficial and healing that you’ll ever know. Bravo for keeping it open.

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2016-10-07 01:59:45WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25855 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Mandy [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 71.37.43.163 [comment_date] => 2016-10-06 20:59:45 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-07 01:59:45 [comment_content] => Do you find power in sharing your story? I do. You and I, and many people like us, are a rare breed. EDs have a horrendously low recovery rate, and the fact that we beat it is incredible. No matter what career accomplishments we achieve, awards won...one fact remains: we both kicked the shit out of our eating disorders. That's AMAZING! Every day, it's amazing. Every day, I still have some dark thoughts, but like you - I can pull myself out of it quickly. The people closest to me know my patterns and what to look for if they have suspicions. They help keep me healthy, but I did the TOUGH work of treatment and endless therapy. Congrats on pulling through, and finding empowerment in sharing your story. I think more people should. Loads of people suffer in silence. They're not alone, and this monster can be beaten. xo [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_11_6) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/53.0.2785.143 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
32. Mandy says:

    October 6, 2016

    Do you find power in sharing your story? I do. You and I, and many people like us, are a rare breed. EDs have a horrendously low recovery rate, and the fact that we beat it is incredible. No matter what career accomplishments we achieve, awards won…one fact remains: we both kicked the shit out of our eating disorders. That’s AMAZING! Every day, it’s amazing. Every day, I still have some dark thoughts, but like you – I can pull myself out of it quickly. The people closest to me know my patterns and what to look for if they have suspicions. They help keep me healthy, but I did the TOUGH work of treatment and endless therapy. Congrats on pulling through, and finding empowerment in sharing your story. I think more people should. Loads of people suffer in silence. They’re not alone, and this monster can be beaten. xo

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2016-10-07 02:37:31WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25856 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => M [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 209.122.235.174 [comment_date] => 2016-10-06 21:37:31 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-07 02:37:31 [comment_content] => Thank you so much for sharing. I have a similar experience in a lot of ways - I adored baking and cooking, but gave it up because I didn't want to eat. I craved the compliments I got about losing weight. To the outside observer, I was doing well - excellent grades, a full schedule, etc. But wow was I struggling. Recovering is one of the hardest and best things in life - especially when I can appreciate exercise for the goodness it brings me, instead of using it (and eating) as a tool to reach a perfectionist, senseless, unhealthy goal. [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_9_3) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/53.0.2785.116 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
33. M says:

    October 6, 2016

    Thank you so much for sharing. I have a similar experience in a lot of ways – I adored baking and cooking, but gave it up because I didn’t want to eat. I craved the compliments I got about losing weight. To the outside observer, I was doing well – excellent grades, a full schedule, etc. But wow was I struggling. Recovering is one of the hardest and best things in life – especially when I can appreciate exercise for the goodness it brings me, instead of using it (and eating) as a tool to reach a perfectionist, senseless, unhealthy goal.

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2016-10-07 12:12:43WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25867 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Ashley @ Fit Mitten Kitchen [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => http://www.fitmittenkitchen.com [comment_author_IP] => 68.55.179.251 [comment_date] => 2016-10-07 07:12:43 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-07 12:12:43 [comment_content] => Monique you are incredible for sharing your story! It's sad how many of us go through this same thing. I've been thinking a lot about my struggles lately too. It's not like anyone called me fat when I was little and I never was truly overweight. I just conjured up this own vision in my head of what I was supposed to look. I had those same comments from family and friends and I just shrugged it off because I still saw myself as being overweight. But looking back I may have been skinnier, but I surely wasn't healthy. I had a physical done at our workplace wellness day and same thing happened with my heart rate. I was really low but they just said "oh you're just in really good shape." And then my blood sugar was 70... yet I thought "well I feel fine..." It's scary looking back and not realizing there were so many signs! Anyways, thanks again for sharing your story. I think we'll all be better off realizing we're not alone in our struggles and talking about it openly will allow us to heal :-) <3 Much love to you!! [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_11_6) AppleWebKit/601.7.8 (KHTML, like Gecko) Version/9.1.3 Safari/601.7.8 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
34. Ashley @ Fit Mitten Kitchen says:

    October 7, 2016

    Monique you are incredible for sharing your story! It’s sad how many of us go through this same thing. I’ve been thinking a lot about my struggles lately too. It’s not like anyone called me fat when I was little and I never was truly overweight. I just conjured up this own vision in my head of what I was supposed to look. I had those same comments from family and friends and I just shrugged it off because I still saw myself as being overweight. But looking back I may have been skinnier, but I surely wasn’t healthy. I had a physical done at our workplace wellness day and same thing happened with my heart rate. I was really low but they just said “oh you’re just in really good shape.” And then my blood sugar was 70… yet I thought “well I feel fine…” It’s scary looking back and not realizing there were so many signs!
    Anyways, thanks again for sharing your story. I think we’ll all be better off realizing we’re not alone in our struggles and talking about it openly will allow us to heal 🙂 <3 Much love to you!!

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2016-10-07 17:32:34WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25887 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => scarlet [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 47.21.193.98 [comment_date] => 2016-10-07 12:32:34 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-07 17:32:34 [comment_content] => There are all kinds of eating disorders that we, especially women deal with. As someone who was overweight my whole life, your story is very different than mine. I was over 200 lbs and 5'2"! I walked into Weight Watchers January 2004, lost 65 lbs over a 5 year period of time. I needed 5 years to change my head, to start eating healthy and exercising regularly. Now at 61 I look better and feel better than ever. I still have days where I overeat and feel very uncomfortable, but it goes no further than that day. It is so important, no matter what your eating issue is, that you do not feel alone. The support of others is tremendously important. Keep blogging and trying to reach as many people as you can. Thank you. [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; WOW64; Trident/7.0; rv:11.0) like Gecko [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
35. scarlet says:

    October 7, 2016

    There are all kinds of eating disorders that we, especially women deal with. As someone who was overweight my whole life, your story is very different than mine. I was over 200 lbs and 5’2″! I walked into Weight Watchers January 2004, lost 65 lbs over a 5 year period of time. I needed 5 years to change my head, to start eating healthy and exercising regularly. Now at 61 I look better and feel better than ever. I still have days where I overeat and feel very uncomfortable, but it goes no further than that day. It is so important, no matter what your eating issue is, that you do not feel alone. The support of others is tremendously important. Keep blogging and trying to reach as many people as you can. Thank you.

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2016-10-08 13:15:43WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25917 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Jen [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 69.144.246.196 [comment_date] => 2016-10-08 08:15:43 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-08 13:15:43 [comment_content] => A very powerful post, thank you for sharing. I, unfortunately, share a similar story. Luckily, I too was able to work through it and recover. Your pictures really help explain the story. I'm just so glad you were willing to share because I think it will help so many women struggling with the same issues. I'm finally at a healthy weight and mindset (took nearly 20 years to get here!), though I sometimes still see my "fat self" and have to correct my morphed image. [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 10.0; WOW64) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/53.0.2785.143 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
36. Jen says:

    October 8, 2016

    A very powerful post, thank you for sharing. I, unfortunately, share a similar story. Luckily, I too was able to work through it and recover. Your pictures really help explain the story. I’m just so glad you were willing to share because I think it will help so many women struggling with the same issues. I’m finally at a healthy weight and mindset (took nearly 20 years to get here!), though I sometimes still see my “fat self” and have to correct my morphed image.

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2016-10-08 14:33:42WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25920 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => superfitbabe [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => http://superfitbabe.wordpress.com/ [comment_author_IP] => 207.62.170.221 [comment_date] => 2016-10-08 09:33:42 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-08 14:33:42 [comment_content] => Monique, I applaud you for posting such a heartfelt and personal story. This is so inspiring! I've also dealt with disordered eating/fitness habits and body image in high school and while I still have those bouts sometimes, I am in such a better place than I was before! [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; Win64; x64) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/53.0.2785.143 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
37. superfitbabe says:

    October 8, 2016

    Monique, I applaud you for posting such a heartfelt and personal story. This is so inspiring! I’ve also dealt with disordered eating/fitness habits and body image in high school and while I still have those bouts sometimes, I am in such a better place than I was before!

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2016-10-08 19:04:07WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25928 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Shoshana Rose [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 71.121.240.21 [comment_date] => 2016-10-08 14:04:07 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-08 19:04:07 [comment_content] => Thank you so much for sharing your story, Monique. I am 4 1/2 years removed from being completely immersed in my eating disorder and I feel like it has taken that long to find out who I am now that I am not defined by those behaviors. In honor of the Jewish new year, I posted on my Facebook page that I want to become more comfortable sharing my story. You never know who you may help by doing so as you have done so here. <3 [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_11_6) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/53.0.2785.143 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
38. Shoshana Rose says:

    October 8, 2016

    Thank you so much for sharing your story, Monique. I am 4 1/2 years removed from being completely immersed in my eating disorder and I feel like it has taken that long to find out who I am now that I am not defined by those behaviors. In honor of the Jewish new year, I posted on my Facebook page that I want to become more comfortable sharing my story. You never know who you may help by doing so as you have done so here. <3

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2016-10-08 20:20:42WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 25929 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Sarah [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => http://bitsofzen.com [comment_author_IP] => 96.59.11.0 [comment_date] => 2016-10-08 15:20:42 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-08 20:20:42 [comment_content] => Thank you for sharing this Monique! I am in recovery from anorexia and we have similar stories. I am currently in the weight gain process yet again. However, I finally have embraced recovery and chosen it for myself. I am ready for freedom and a healthy happy life. Stories like yours give me so much hope! [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_10_5) AppleWebKit/602.1.50 (KHTML, like Gecko) Version/10.0 Safari/602.1.50 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
39. Sarah says:

    October 8, 2016

    Thank you for sharing this Monique! I am in recovery from anorexia and we have similar stories. I am currently in the weight gain process yet again. However, I finally have embraced recovery and chosen it for myself. I am ready for freedom and a healthy happy life. Stories like yours give me so much hope!

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2016-10-17 01:44:35WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 26178 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => lindsey [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 10.249.56.86 [comment_date] => 2016-10-16 20:44:35 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-17 01:44:35 [comment_content] => thank you for sharing. [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 6.1; WOW64; rv:38.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/38.0 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
40. lindsey says:

    October 16, 2016

    thank you for sharing.

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2016-10-18 08:43:40WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 26259 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Simona [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 80.116.1.12 [comment_date] => 2016-10-18 03:43:40 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-18 08:43:40 [comment_content] => Hi Monique,i'm from Italy and i follow your blog on Bloglovin. My eating disorder started with a diet: I lost 25 kg in 6 months and I got to run more than 10 km per day. I am 41 years old and I know I can not resist forever this way.At the moment I can not see the light at the end of the tunnel,but i'm working. It's really very difficult to stop thinking about every single calorie I ingest and basically I spend my days thinking only of food: this is no longer life! Thank you so much for sharing your experience, I hope that I find the strength to fight this battle and to smile again! [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (X11; Linux x86_64) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/54.0.2840.59 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
41. Simona says:

    October 18, 2016

    Hi Monique,i’m from Italy and i follow your blog on Bloglovin. My eating disorder started with a diet: I lost 25 kg in 6 months and I got to run more than 10 km per day. I am 41 years old and I know I can not resist forever this way.At the moment I can not see the light at the end of the tunnel,but i’m working.
    It’s really very difficult to stop thinking about every single calorie I ingest and basically I spend my days thinking only of food: this is no longer life! Thank you so much for sharing your experience, I hope that I find the strength to fight this battle and to smile again!

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42. Ferne says:

    October 19, 2016

    I read this post fully about the comparison of latest and earlier technologies,
    it’s awesome article.

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2016-10-22 04:16:43WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 26419 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Anna [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => http://goodvibesbetterfood.wordpress.com [comment_author_IP] => 24.158.3.174 [comment_date] => 2016-10-21 23:16:43 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-22 04:16:43 [comment_content] => This is such a brave thing of you to post and so incredibly inspiring to many young women out here. Thank you for sharing your story so openly and candidly! [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_11_6) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/54.0.2840.59 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
43. Anna says:

    October 21, 2016

    This is such a brave thing of you to post and so incredibly inspiring to many young women out here. Thank you for sharing your story so openly and candidly!

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2016-10-22 06:51:37WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 26429 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Kamila [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 31.11.235.27 [comment_date] => 2016-10-22 01:51:37 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-22 06:51:37 [comment_content] => Monique, thank you for sharing this story.I felt like reading my own journey trough dark side of life. Luckilly, today I also enjoy life, food and movement in a good way:) All the best for you!Keep going:) os.Love your recipies [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 10.0; Win64; x64; rv:49.0) Gecko/20100101 Firefox/49.0 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
44. Kamila says:

    October 22, 2016

    Monique, thank you for sharing this story.I felt like reading my own journey trough dark side of life. Luckilly, today I also enjoy life, food and movement in a good way:) All the best for you!Keep going:) os.Love your recipies

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2016-10-25 00:55:01WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 26556 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Jill [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 192.147.249.189 [comment_date] => 2016-10-24 19:55:01 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-10-25 00:55:01 [comment_content] => Monique, You are so brave. I have struggled with anorexia and bulimia since I was 14, and still am working through the bad thoughts. You're courage to share your story is so inspiring. Thank you! [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Windows NT 10.0; Win64; x64) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/53.0.2785.143 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
45. Jill says:

    October 24, 2016

    Monique,
    You are so brave. I have struggled with anorexia and bulimia since I was 14, and still am working through the bad thoughts. You’re courage to share your story is so inspiring. Thank you!

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2016-11-26 23:35:31WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 28150 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Emma [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => http://www.cooking-in-cashmere.blogspot.co.uk [comment_author_IP] => 131.111.5.175 [comment_date] => 2016-11-26 17:35:31 [comment_date_gmt] => 2016-11-26 23:35:31 [comment_content] => Thanks so much for sharing this post. Like many of the other commenters, I recognised elements of my own issues with eating in your story. It's reassuring to know that even after 'recovery', food can still be a battle; but it's also equally reassuring to see how far you've come, reminding me that things do get better! x [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_11_6) AppleWebKit/602.1.50 (KHTML, like Gecko) Version/10.0 Safari/602.1.50 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
46. Emma says:

    November 26, 2016

    Thanks so much for sharing this post. Like many of the other commenters, I recognised elements of my own issues with eating in your story. It’s reassuring to know that even after ‘recovery’, food can still be a battle; but it’s also equally reassuring to see how far you’ve come, reminding me that things do get better!
    x

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47. Anna says:

    December 1, 2016

    Thank you for sharing this post. It felt all too similar to my own story (hello, losing weight junior/senior year, over-exercising, parents begging me to stop)… In fact, it was around when I started my own blog that I started to get out of it. Your post is giving me confidence to share my own story, which I have not done with anyone

    So basically, I just wanted to let you know that you’re brave and it’s so wonderful to see how far you, and all of us who’ve struggled, have come!! Keep it up!! 🙂 🙂 I love your blog and your inspiration you bring through it.

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2020-01-04 22:10:30WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 234220 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Courtney Aguiar [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 174.195.129.67 [comment_date] => 2020-01-04 16:10:30 [comment_date_gmt] => 2020-01-04 22:10:30 [comment_content] => It's so encouraging to here a story I can relate to. I'm glad you found peace within yourself and even more grateful that you have the desire to share your story! [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Linux; Android 10; Pixel 3) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/78.0.3904.108 Mobile Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( [234312] => WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 234312 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Monique [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => https://www.ambitiouskitchen.com [comment_author_IP] => 66.248.200.20 [comment_date] => 2020-01-06 10:50:59 [comment_date_gmt] => 2020-01-06 16:50:59 [comment_content] => I'm so glad you found encouragement here - that's my hope with sharing my story! I hope you're able to find the same peace :) [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_15_2) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/79.0.3945.88 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 234220 [user_id] => 1 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) ) ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
48. Courtney Aguiar says:

    January 4, 2020

    It’s so encouraging to here a story I can relate to. I’m glad you found peace within yourself and even more grateful that you have the desire to share your story!

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    2020-01-06 16:50:59WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 234312 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Monique [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => https://www.ambitiouskitchen.com [comment_author_IP] => 66.248.200.20 [comment_date] => 2020-01-06 10:50:59 [comment_date_gmt] => 2020-01-06 16:50:59 [comment_content] => I'm so glad you found encouragement here - that's my hope with sharing my story! I hope you're able to find the same peace :) [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_15_2) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/79.0.3945.88 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 234220 [user_id] => 1 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
    • Monique replied:

      January 6, 2020

      I’m so glad you found encouragement here – that’s my hope with sharing my story! I hope you’re able to find the same peace 🙂

      Reply
2022-07-02 14:59:44WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 412481 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => caroline [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 174.109.101.100 [comment_date] => 2022-07-02 09:59:44 [comment_date_gmt] => 2022-07-02 14:59:44 [comment_content] => i’ve been reading your newsletter and cooking your recipes for a few years now and just started combing through your blog. what an incredible story to share. thank you for contributing to my healthy eating! all the best, caroline [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (iPad; CPU OS 15_4 like Mac OS X) AppleWebKit/605.1.15 (KHTML, like Gecko) CriOS/101.0.4951.58 Mobile/15E148 Safari/604.1 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( [413030] => WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 413030 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Monique [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => https://www.ambitiouskitchen.com [comment_author_IP] => 71.245.231.187 [comment_date] => 2022-07-05 18:13:24 [comment_date_gmt] => 2022-07-05 23:13:24 [comment_content] => Aw thanks so much, Caroline. Glad you enjoyed this post + so happy you're here ❤️ [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_15_7) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/102.0.0.0 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 412481 [user_id] => 1 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) ) ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
49. caroline says:

    July 2, 2022

    i’ve been reading your newsletter and cooking your recipes for a few years now and just started combing through your blog. what an incredible story to share. thank you for contributing to my healthy eating! all the best, caroline

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    2022-07-05 23:13:24WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 413030 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Monique [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => https://www.ambitiouskitchen.com [comment_author_IP] => 71.245.231.187 [comment_date] => 2022-07-05 18:13:24 [comment_date_gmt] => 2022-07-05 23:13:24 [comment_content] => Aw thanks so much, Caroline. Glad you enjoyed this post + so happy you're here ❤️ [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_15_7) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/102.0.0.0 Safari/537.36 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 412481 [user_id] => 1 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
    • Monique replied:

      July 5, 2022

      Aw thanks so much, Caroline. Glad you enjoyed this post + so happy you’re here ❤️

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2023-04-03 22:44:26WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 448842 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Jan Cromwell [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => [comment_author_IP] => 173.218.179.146 [comment_date] => 2023-04-03 17:44:26 [comment_date_gmt] => 2023-04-03 22:44:26 [comment_content] => I can so relate to you, though today, I am 68 years old. I love to cook, which is how I found you. I noticed your recipes. Thank you for your bravery in sharing your struggle and journey back to you. I have been anorexic since 1974. Yeah. I manage ok, though I live alone and will say I struggle daily in eating the right foods. I will eat sweets, junk, etc, rather than good food. I struggle and I have had several treatments in years prior. I know what to do and even how to do it. I’m at willingness again, I guess. I don’t like what the E.D. takes from me daily-on every level of my life that matters. Your blog really hit home this evening. I miss relaxing around a meal and then forgetting about it!! Thank you for your bravery. Thank you for fighting your way back to you!! You doing that, has really spurred me to start finding my way back to me. Jan💗 [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (iPhone; CPU iPhone OS 16_3_1 like Mac OS X) AppleWebKit/605.1.15 (KHTML, like Gecko) Version/16.3 Mobile/15E148 Safari/604.1 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 0 [user_id] => 0 [children:protected] => Array ( [449195] => WP_Comment Object ( [comment_ID] => 449195 [comment_post_ID] => 16900 [comment_author] => Monique [comment_author_email] => [email protected] [comment_author_url] => https://www.ambitiouskitchen.com [comment_author_IP] => 2601:151:8300:284:7903:cd08:1af3:1d5c [comment_date] => 2023-04-06 20:27:06 [comment_date_gmt] => 2023-04-07 01:27:06 [comment_content] => You're not alone, I am so glad you're here. we are in this together ❤️ [comment_karma] => 0 [comment_approved] => 1 [comment_agent] => Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_15_7) AppleWebKit/605.1.15 (KHTML, like Gecko) Version/16.3 Safari/605.1.15 [comment_type] => comment [comment_parent] => 448842 [user_id] => 1 [children:protected] => Array ( ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) ) ) [populated_children:protected] => 1 [post_fields:protected] => Array ( [0] => post_author [1] => post_date [2] => post_date_gmt [3] => post_content [4] => post_title [5] => post_excerpt [6] => post_status [7] => comment_status [8] => ping_status [9] => post_name [10] => to_ping [11] => pinged [12] => post_modified [13] => post_modified_gmt [14] => post_content_filtered [15] => post_parent [16] => guid [17] => menu_order [18] => post_type [19] => post_mime_type [20] => comment_count ) )
50. Jan Cromwell says:

    April 3, 2023

    I can so relate to you, though today, I am 68 years old. I love to cook, which is how I found you. I noticed your recipes. Thank you for your bravery in sharing your struggle and journey back to you.
    I have been anorexic since 1974. Yeah. I manage ok, though I live alone and will say I struggle daily in eating the right foods. I will eat sweets, junk, etc, rather than good food. I struggle and I have had several treatments in years prior. I know what to do and even how to do it.
    I’m at willingness again, I guess. I don’t like what the E.D. takes from me daily-on every level of my life that matters. Your blog really hit home this evening. I miss relaxing around a meal and then forgetting about it!!
    Thank you for your bravery. Thank you for fighting your way back to you!! You doing that, has really spurred me to start finding my way back to me.
    Jan💗

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    • Monique replied:

      April 6, 2023

      You’re not alone, I am so glad you’re here. we are in this together ❤️

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